I wake up confused. I'm sweaty and agitated, and I do not recognize the place.
try calm down, and remember that I am in another city, visiting for a task that I can not escape.
look at the clock and see that within an hour I must leave, and face that fear both.
They have power over me, and I shall meet its requirements and on other occasions (*)
But this time is different. On this occasion I am part of a real human bonds of solidarity, friendship and love, and I feel supported by them.
know I will not let me drift. (*)
also remember the little fears I've been beating as I prepared for this occasion. (*)
This time I will confront them, because I know I do not own my mind, not control my future.
surely be difficult times, and there will be days when flaquearé, but will not be alone. And remember these days in my future, I'll see as a step that I gave in my progress, in this eternal adventure of conscious life.
As I prepare to go out remember everything I've done for others, to the best of me, then I feel there is more air in my chest, and more life in my veins.
There is nothing that can stop me! I tell myself.
and open the door.
5/ABR/2008
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